First I was hoping they would go on vacation (1 they want but will not go to because they know it would be a positive for me) then the hope was them visiting Ste-Florence and staying there the both of them at least one night, then it was them visiting Ste-Florence, then them running errands, then it was just the hope they would go outside and now all I have is to have the upstairs by myself. So I am afraid soon even that last thing would be out of the question except when they will be in bed.

There is a good news though; I have had something in my mind driving me almost to insanity and finally this morning I let it go and it is awesome, my brain is happy about it too!