"We got the insurance check Monday and tomorrow my parents are going to deposit it in Amqui (they say they dislike the people working in the 1 closest to us) so I should have my part tomorrow. It is a low amount they are giving so my part will be 10000$, I have 20000$ so in total I will have 30000$ which is a very nice amount."
You had **$30,000** which is more than most people ever have in their bank accounts. You should immediately move out to an apartment. Immediately. If you are so miserable there the only way for you to heal and find a job and anything else is to be away from those people. There is no reason in the world you should still be there.