Until the middle of afternoon I was able to block the stress (it was hard for a while this morning...almost lost it but was able to) but again my mom was able to break throught, it did not last long but it was awful when it lasted. In less than one hour I have a Tennis match, earlier I thought that Federer lost but found out he came back to win so if Ralfie wins tonight I'll more than enjoy that match tomorrow!

45 days left!