Oh see, here I am using language poorly. We influence our brains with the language we choose to use.
So it's not that I don't like crowds. That is an unhelpful mindset for me to have .
I will do fine with the crowds. I will enjoy being in the crowd, because it is a proud day that I worked for. I'll tell you guys all about it later tonight. So the crowd will be fine, and I will be fine.
I am getting better with crowds every month. One step at a time.