Mom showed again how much of a monster she is this morning.

I asked her how the hospital in Quebec is and she immediately freaked out saying that this is four to five hours away and she recommended the Rimouski hospital which she often speaks negatively of! I told her that if the people here cannot heal me then I will go to another hospital that is good because I refuse to live like that forever and that killing myself over bacterial vaginosis would be insane and she did not care one bit, she then ignored me then went outside and talked to me like everything was normal then immediately got an attitude when I answered.

These two do not care about me but since I am the only one insane enough to stay in their life they are too stupid to realise that if I leave their lives whether by dying or simply leaving they would of lost their only punching bag and only both of them would remain.