Both my parents stressed me today. I was able to block them but it was hard. My mom won't let go of trying to drive me insane, I have no idea how I do not explode on her when she does that. With my dad it looks like he completely lost it but with my mom she looks in control and knows what she is doing.

I saw a movie I loved which I hadn't seen in many years, that calmed me but then I started thinking about the characters and how it was based on a real story then I started feeling bad and angry about me and wasting years of my life here so after a few hours of stressing me like that and by thinking of what to do and how to get out I have an headache in addition.