It is almost 23:00 and dad is not back yet so it is safe to say that he will not be back today but still I never know with my parents.

I am enjoying the peace but it comes with a cloud over it since I do not know if dad will be back or if they both will come back at the same time. Just like months ago when he left to get her but they decided to come back the next day without telling me, like that they were able to take away some of the joy of the peace I was given.