So I took my ativan at 2:33 and went straight to bed, I was writing waiting for it to take effect but at 3:12 nothing so I put my book and pen away then closed the light. After a while it was starting to take effect but after I changed my position it stopped. It ended up working because I slept all the way to passed 12:00 without waking up and I was not tired and I was relaxed. I stayed in bed because I was comfortable and got up at 14:01 still not tired and still relaxed. I did not stay relaxed all day though, my parents were able to get to me but it took longer than usual.

67 days left!