I'm sorry to hear about all of that!

And I thought I had it tough with almost no time in bed and barely sleeping a few minutes these times just to get my Tennis live! I don't know how people like your husband do it with doing hard work with barely any sleep, I'm like a zombie when I have not a lot of sleep and I barely can walk and think. I fully wake up when I watch sports then go back to a zombie state until I'm laying down and finally sleeping.

Going to go now, if I don't force myself to gte up before 14:00 tomorrow then soon I'll be back like this week with barely no sleep when Ralfie will be playing in Barcelona (the worst is not really not having much time in bed its when you dont sleep that little time...anyway thats what is worst with me...if i would be in bed normal hours i could actually sleep when i get up early).