Ended up not being face to face with none of my parents for the rest of the day.

Strangely all that happened today left me with a nice feeling, maybe that's the last straw that had to happen to finally wake me up.

I did heard them whisper a few times and I know it was about me, they have a different tone when they do that (happened a few times during the mornings when i wake up when they are downstairs in the kitchen and my bedroom door is opened...i know they are talking about me because i hear a few words and they have that same tone then that they had today when they were whispering).

It's like now I just do not care anymore. It's a strange feeling.

We'll see what tomorrow will bring for me!