Fluffernutter, Wow, you and I are living parallel lives. I posted something about hating being a mom. I wasn't paying attention to this forum, I was just wanting to rant. Now that I see I'm not alone, I don't feel like such a 'shitheel' as you so eloquently put it. BTW, my twins are 3-1/2 and my youngest is 15 months. So I know exactly how you feel.