I have moments when I feel like you do, like what I am I doing being a mom, but the happy moments outway the bad. I mostly feel like maybe being a mom wasnt the right decision for me when I am the only one tending to her needs and get extremely overwhelmed because her father is so dettached from us. He works all the time and often uses work and his money as a way to excuse himself from parenting. Not fun. Best thing that I can suggest is get your "me" time and your husband time. Taking care of yourself insures that you will be a better parent to your child on a more regular basis. This is a hard lesson learned. So keep trecking :)