Jenny,
You can give the baby up for adoption. And in many cases, you can still be a part of her life if you want to. It's not a shameful thing anymore. In fact, it's a loving gesture.

If there isn't a close friend or family member who will do this, I know of someone who would be willing to. PM me if you'd like to chat.

You are not alone in how you feel. It very well could be a case of PPD. But above all, you shouldn't be fearful of what other people might think, because they are not walking in your shoes.

I agree that kids can grow on you, but they can also sense instinctively when they are not #1 - even when you think you are doing your best to cover it up.

How does your husband feel about adoption?

AJ Alexander (aka: Bubbles)
Weight Loss Editor