Jenny, your posts from 8/23 and 8/24 are very different from each other. You at one point say how much fun she is, and the next you want to give her up for adoption. One thing that I haven't seen mentioned, do you really believe if you give her up, life will be all wonderful again? Believe it or not you and your husband have a bond with this child now. As she does with you. And most likely you will think about her every day. This is all so very sad.
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