Originally Posted By: Jennyt

I do feel trapped, many times I almost want to kill myself and the baby.

I think you need help...URGENTLEY.
Please seriousley consider giving your daughter up for adoption. There are so many people out there who can give her the life she deserves. Its just a shame you did not realise how you felt before you had children.I am sorry for you but you need to do something and soon.There is a precious little girl caught in the middle.Her interests come first.