It has been over 2 years since I posted the first message. This is like a blog for myself. I can still see the "me" 2 years ago, the desperate and sad woman, who just wanted to give the child away to escape from the burden.
Ever since my daugther started talking and can communicate with me, I changed immediately. Because I can be the mom I wanted to be before I have a child. I wanted to express my feelings to her, I want to hear she said "I love you." all of those are the joy of being a mom. So time can really change everything.
I will continue to post, if possible, just so you can see how a "scared" mom will survive and grow with her child.
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