Solalux, you spoke every word in my heart! I am child free at heart with a child. I can discipline my daughter without breaking my heart. When I said "yieling" at her, I mean raise my voice, and I believe 90% of parents have done so.

I am just sitting here right now typing so she can goes to sleep. She just cried for some silly reasons. You know what is in my mind.. I am pretending I am by the ocean, and her crying is the wave, so I am calm and just waiting for her to calm down. Then I went over to wipe her tear, and said please go to sleep.

When she is a good girl, I adore her though.