Yesterday I went to bed at 3:56 and got up at 12:23. I redid some of the plan, corrected something in one of my lists, did something important, did an overview of all that, made an important phone call, watched Dr Phil at 17:00, Judge Judy at 18:30, corrected something in the plan, contacted DERMAdoctor, made an online order, watched the Dallas Stars at 20:30 and made sure everything was perfect so that I have at least one day to not think about any of this before finally restarting. It was a bad night and a very bad day.