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THANK YOU!!!
Having said that I am agnostic/"without knowledge" why I am saying that. You see, without being coy, self-deprecating, or self-aggrandizing I am perplexed why this specific forum topic receives so many views. For example, yesterday without any new posts it received well over 200 "looks."- which means that people are actually going into the forum looking for it. Recently, on days that there have been posts it has been even higher. (Keeping in mind that topics like "Where in Outer Outer Outer Mongolia Can I get my Nose Pierced" or "My Pet Albino Miniature Mongoose Keeps Spitting Up" or "Are My Hiccups a Sign From Above?" will receive hundreds or more than likely thousands of clicks over time).

So if you posters can clue me in or the 99.889% of you who are "lurkers" can send me your positive (or negative?) energy as to why you follow this forum topic that would be super. In other words I do not have a good "fix" demographically or ideologically/philosophically who the readership is and agnostically perhaps never will. In the meantime I think I will just keep doing my thing and hopefully...

A lot of what I have been thinking or writing lately has been organized stream of consciousness (an oxymoron if I have ever heard of one!)- or could it just be not so "rapid flight of thought"?

When I am not consumed by unrequited love (lol) I have viewed this song as being highly agnostic as it has been one of my "signatures."

Both Sides Now by Joni Mitchell

ROWS and Flows of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere
I've looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way

I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's cloud illusions I recall
I really don't know clouds at all

Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way

But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know
Don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say "I love you" right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way

Oh but now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they tell me that I've changed
Well something's lost but something's gained
In living every day

I've looked at life from both sides now
From WIN and LOSE and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all

I've looked at life from both sides now
From up and down and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all