I went trough the same thing 2 months ago. I was 7 weeks pregnant when I started bleeding. I went to hospital, and my baby's heartbeat was really low. Only 75 bpm, which is lower than mine. I went to the doctor a few days later, still bleeding, but the baby was still there. I saw his heart beat, but it was still low. The next day, I felt myself go into labor. My mom was with me, and she kept saying, "Maybe God will create a miracle." Almost immediately after, I felt something pass and all the pain went away. I went to the bathroom and wiped, and there it was, and I knew it. The doctor confirmed my miscarriage a couple of days later. I was so angry. I wanted the baby so badly. I think I went to the doctor too early too. Immediately after I found out I was pregnant, I started having cramps. So I was going to the doctor for them to check my levels, and they had to do those vaginal ultrasounds. I think it made it worse. I was worried all the time. Next time I am not going to the doctor until I'm like 12 weeks. They can't do anything for you. All they do is charge you money. I know a lot of people too who don't know what it's like. They can just pop out babies one right after the other and there health is even worse. I wish there was a stork. It would be so much easier. Angel, you are a mom, like I a mom. It was my first pregnancy too. I like to look at it as if we needed a special gaurdian angel to watch us and protect us. Someone just for us. Hopefully our little angels will help keep it from ever happening again.
