I had a miscarriage a couple months ago, and I just can't seem to get over it. All my friends think I should be able too but I can't. The guy I was seeing doesn't even know. He was seeing me and another girl and we both worked together and had no idea. I never want him to know. You know? I just wish I could get over it you know. I think about it everyday. I wonder, am I a mom even though I don't have a baby. You get what I mean. I am not even sure.