Thank you that does help. Thank you for writing me back, I feel better. I never thought of that. I know that there is love there for my baby on my part. I am glad that he isnt involved and doesn't know anything. That is better. He would not of been good for either one of us. My baby is somewhere better, but I would of rather have had the chance to get to know my little one. But things happen for a reason, or so I keep hearing. I appreciate all the help!!!