I am so thankful to have someone to talk to. No one in my family even understands what I am going through. The have kids that are healthy and have made it you know. That would have been my first baby. I just don't know how I am suppost to feel. Everyone wants me to be happy all the time, but that isn't happening. I just don't know what to do. That was my baby that never made it that I didn't get a chance to know or anything. I am glad to have people that understand what I am going through cause no one I know does. Thank you and best wishes!!!