Terri,

Yes, I have tried a few times to change everything at once and it of course did not work. Since November of 2009 I am so down that even changing one small think is too much for me. At least I never let go of my beauty routines (i did many years ago...when i was a teenager i had a long time where i rarely washed myself...even went so far as not brushing my teeth for months at a time...thats probably why i refuse to not do my beauty routines even when very sick).

My hope is if I keep on walking it will bring me some energy so I can focus on something else; it was working until something awful happened to me last month, this almost killed me so I have been walking around like a zombie since then.