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The "Quiet Time" has never come for me. From the time I was a small girl, I've had numerous experiences with this stuff. My father would become so frustrated with my abilities because he believed what I possessed was not of God. Although it took me years to fully accept my gifts, they have never really let up. Usually the "Flash" comes and shortly afterward the event takes place, there is hardly time to prepare, plan or forewarn anyone. I've come to terms with this most of the time because I have been able to save lives that otherwise may have been lost. 5% of the time it is a vision that I am given to save a life, 50% of the time it is strictly personal - something meant for me which causes me to alter my path and the rest of these visions come/go and I can do nothing to change the results. As selfish as it may sound, you were right, it IS a relief when the event actually happens because of the mental and emotional toll it has on you.

I've been called crazy by people who refuse to come out of their stubborn shell and accept things I tell them. My opinion - - - I continue to let them (and others like them) think what they wish about me but I want a clean conscious so I will continue to use my gift to help those I can. Never grow weary of well doing =)

Shannon, I came into this world with much the same understanding. I retained that understanding and over the decades have been met not only with harsh criticism, but just plane meanness. This particular experience with life has just broken my heart.

I'm no saint, by any means and there is a lot of frustration. But my cargo within carries pure, litterally radiant love, especially with those close. There is the desire for healing of people, wanting to help, protect, dry tears, offer understanding and insight when someone comes to me and is pain.

On the outside, it's met with scoffing, alienation, criticism especially from my in-laws. It's boring that I don't find it interesting to play 7-14 hours of video games during my spare time and I don't conform very well to dysfunctional relationships or people for that matter. I can't seem to find the point.

I've even made myself watch Maury Povich just to see what it is that is so tantalizing about a woman that cheats on you again and again and again and makes person keep going back for more - or man for that matter. My world is left is left, right is right and that makes a lot of people very, very uncomfortable.

The dreams and feeling (physical and emotional) are so true. There's nothing you can do about them either. Thanks for sharing that.

I find myself even at crossroads at times as to what is the difference? What's the point of going on with this. In the Medium, Allison turns to alcohol to drown it all out. I can certainly understand why.

I had a cancer/type lymphosite thing going on with me about 10 years ago. I was told they weren't able to say exactly what it was because it didn't follow all of the familial traits of the cancers known. I asked point blank why the doctor wouldn't put a name to it. You know what he said,?

"Because if I do and it's not that, then you can turn around and sue me. But you need to make arrangements." Nice.

SOOOoooooo, ya. I turned ot the inside. What made sense - because everything and everybody in my life didn't. I realized we had BIO-chemistry before synthetic. That and that I also realized we are like 80% water or more...I don't know. So, 70 gallons of water a week, herbs, teas and cheese??????

My feet and arms were curling up and everything in my body hurt. My hair was falling out. I couldn'thold a toothbrush and I stuttered. It took 8 months and a lot of visual techniques and I got better. This was all durning an abusive relationship, so no support whatsoever. My husband then actually stepped over my body when I collapsed at our lake.

If I can come back from that, I just know you can too

Eleise, You are an incredibly strong woman. I admire your courage =)

Caulbearer11, you mentioned you would share more on the "Weeding out" process and preparations. I hope you can share that soon.

Thank you for sharing these things. You have no idea what it's like, maybe actually you do, but in general, seeing these things when everyone around you is doing this and that and you can see past that, but you're a big bummer. Not so much that you're talking about it, but your frame of mind is preoccupied.

The inner-city thing is crucial. It's like watching WWII and currently, nobody think it's their time in that sense. That is what will be...almost like animals, if not literally. The media helps with civil wars leading up to this, but it's the illusion of the inner-city entitlement and inbred anger that puts it over the top. They don't feel anything but survival and anger. So be it. That is what was is cultured and ends up driving that storm.

What is P-control? Since I was maybe 18 I've always felt and been drawn to again and agian, private water source. As I type this I get contaminates. Do you get that? Some intentional, some because other utilities have failed.

This is an extra note. The Government knows. This feeling just swept over me. There are actually spread sheets with projections??? That's what's coming in. They know what they're currently in or doing is going to lead to chaos. It feels like they are maning a front??? Haven't a clue right now. It was a fleeting thought.

Yes, the government knows. They have always known...it's all a part of creating the New World Order.