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Hello Eleise
I'm not dyslexic or disorganized but I am sometimes scatterbrained so that could make me look like I'm a little of both
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Amoeba
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If you think it fits here.. than I am comfortable with it being here.
The only way I know it is prophetic is because of the nagging, nauseating feeling I get from these types of dreams.
I too have been a loner most of my life because of the abilities I have to foresee upcoming events.
One dream I had was of the Space Shuttle Columbia disaster. It occurred two weeks prior to the date of the accident. When I awoke from my dream, I told my husband and daughter the exact details. I knew it was prophetic because it was accompanied with the same feeling I always get when a dream will come true.
The day we watched the news coverage of the disaster, it didn't dawn on me until about an hour into the news program. They interviewed a man who described my dream EXACTLY, almost word for word, the way I described it two weeks prior. In my dream, I saw the disaster two weeks before him from his own eyes.
The grief and anxiety for me comes because the details of the dream were not crystal clear. Instead of space shuttle debris, I convinced myself that it must be fragments of a meteor crashing to the earth.
Guilt followed because I didn't figure it out and try to warn someone.
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Soulseeker, Thank you so much for sharing your dream. I've often wished there was a record somewhere we could refer to. Another point in history when people all over had similar dreams which were shared, compared, and useful information was gleaned that eventually helped many.
The difference between how the military and local police acted in your dream is a detail to consider. In your dream, you stumbled on a network, already set up, which may have included the police officer who kept the hiding place secret. I think this is an important detail. Elleise and others have lovingly reminded, for over a year now, to network widely. Being a part of several networks may be valuable.
Your dream is so comparable to others, for me, it's yet another validation. Thank you again.
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Your experience with the Columbia disaster is a mirror to what I experienced prior to the Lockerbee crash. I mistook one of the plane engines for a bomb. I was standing beside a lone tree in a field as I watched it fall. Several days later, a camera crew was filming from that exact spot as the engine was lifted by a crane. It was the closest they could get to the debris area. I can still see that field and lone tree clearly in my mind, all these years later.
Our brains try to apply logic to what we see. Perhaps this is why we can misidentify things in our dreams. It's happened to me. In the past, I had no other source of information to assist in correcting this, which is one of the reasons I'm so thankful for this forum and the additional information we're gathering.
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Amoeba
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lcp,
I have often wished, hoped for, the same thing. So much information is scattered widely over the internet that if we finally figured it out and compiled all the information, it unfortunately may be too late to help many.
But history, if you take note, is really all we need in order to be prepared for something of this magnitude. Most, unfortunately, are so into what is going on around them that they forget to pay attention to what is going on within.
I have met with harsh criticism when I try to forewarn some people about something I was given in a vision or dream. But they are thankful when all is said and done that I saved them from peril or even death.
My dream occurred before internet access was so widely used. After I did get my first computer and internet connection (1997-1998), I began searching for similar experiences/people/information/etc that I could compare notes with but I found very few.
The dream - - - Interesting you picked up on the reaction of the police officer, I did forget to mention that my 'gut feeling' about him was that he knew the truth about what was going on, he was one of 'us' so he protected us from the other officers. Although he was in a position of authority, he was only doing it to help people like us who were close to being caught.
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I have warned others also, but they just look at me as if i�m crazy and don�t believe me anyway, so i keep it to myself. Other than the people here in this forum nobody listens to me. Thats sad that nobody wants help, but i don�t know what else to do.
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I just want to thank all of you who have shared here on Ellise's forum. I have had horrible vivid dreams where I have been in dangerous peril, hiding in the rain outside in muddy areas against walls, yet miraculously shielded by people I didn't even know. I should pay more attention to these dreams. You all have validated my feelings of things to come.
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In all of its beauty Shannon, you did come from a harsher life and the spirit (inside) is almost rebelling. May or may not make sense. But what you feel is literally eating you apart. I have some experience with this...
What's that saying? "You can't fight crime without experiencing it" or something like that.
I know I have to put some exclaimer somewhere I just don't' know exactly how to go about doing it.
But medically speaking and this isn't to replace doctors anyone is seeing but may be able to be used in conjunction.
But, medical supplies will go through stages. They'll be hard to get, the gov gives people a way to get them and then there's a turn. That's what I feel. I can't quite get a nab on it though, because you would think that once it's set up it's ...oh
AGE
ok..need to sit on this Thank you for this Ellise. I do feel such a paradox going on...I was born with the understanding that we are all of the same source...love and growth and beauty. But what a harsh world I found to greet me. I have always been an optimist, but as of late, I feel somber. I feel the need to greet reality with the heart of a tiger. But such sadness it is laced with. The place I came from...and now this place...such a horrific contrast, yet always, the need to forge on. Only thing I don't understand is the illness I'm faced with. How am I to be strong, when my body is so fragile? Meds are bringing me back to life...but without them, I am putty. All I can do is trust, prepare and attract people who "see". Humbly, I thank you...for being you.
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lcp,
For a very long time, I wondered and searched my own self as to why I was given the details of the Columbia disaster since I was unable to warn anyone or alter the outcome? For me, that is the worst. To know something and stand helplessly by while others suffer because I do not get all the details or because the details are skewed is painfully frustrating for me.
For weeks after the incident, I grieved the loss of those people because I somehow felt personally connected to them. I can still remember the dream as if I awoke from it mere seconds ago.
I'm sure you experience the "If Only..." and the "What Ifs.." in the aftermath of some of these experiences.
You mentioned, "a camera crew was filming from that exact spot as the engine was lifted by a..." I've had similar experiences as that. Watching the news coverage of something immediately after I've had, what I call, a flash vision.
A flash vision is what I refer to when visions fly through your mind at a phenomenal speed where you are only able to collect bits and pieces of the information until the actual event takes place. It's as if you were seeing, from the exact same view, before it happens through the camera.
Sometimes I have thought of my talents/abilities as a curse because of the traumatic effect the aftermath has on my mind and soul but if I could change that about me, I never would because the greater majority of time, I am able to use it in a very positive manner.
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Prior to the my "Quiet time" beginning in May 2000 and ending a year ago, I unfortunately learned after the incident that I was connected personally to those involved. I was in grief counseling when the plane exploded over Lockerbee. My counselor was very interested in my dreams and mistook the Mother/Daughter connection in one to represent Me and My Mother. I kept telling her no, it wasn't us. That evening I got home, turned on the TV and got instant relief on my shoulders and instant guilt in my heart. IT had happened, just a few days before Christmas, and I could enjoy the Holiday. I was so happy/relieved, I called my couselor at home. It didn't help with the guilt to learn her college roommate's daughter was on the plane.
This was not the only personal connection made over the years, but there was not a thing I could have done in any of them. I learned quickly I could not "What if...." after the fact. That's keeping myself in the past and the negative. I have not experienced any "Flashes" in the past year, but did frequently prior to 2000. It's fine if they don't return. They would pop up within hours of the event. Although over quickly, they left me feeling even more helpless and confused.
I don't think any of us fully understand how or why we have these "connections." I don't, but it's a part of me I accept and have longed for the time when I can use it for something positive, as Elleise has for years. Perhaps that time is now.
Shannon, if you can share any further details from your dreams, please do.
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