Mom called this afternoon and she told dad that if it takes too long for Ford (dad still wants them to take care of it ) to repair our truck that she will come back with our good friend that lives in Ste-Florence.
So got dad a tow early to Rimouski and the repairs were fast because mom called less than two hours ago and he went to get her and they were coming back. She just called and they are in Mont-Joli, they will stop at the grocery store then McDonald's.
I just hit myself on the head. Dad has not stopped banging on the floor upstairs and he has been at it for almost an half hour, when I could not take it anymore I started by hitting my desk and talking aloud then I put on some music but I could not take it anymore and after banging one more time on the desk I just hit myself. He has started to stop for a few seconds but he starts it all over again.
Right now I am close to another panic attack or at least to hitting myself because of dad again. And before I clicked on submit my mom gave me an order while calling me an idiot in her own special way.
My mom is the one who is meaner today. She is full of hate and almost everytime she has looked at me and talked to me today it was just pure hate in her towards me. And she just told both of us that if one day she is seriously ill she will go to a big city to get help, she has said that many times before without realising the stupidity of it since for about four years now she barely can eat but tonight she finally realised it and quickly said that it was for her eyes. Previously she was on the phone and I could hear her criticise people and like usual it was for things she and dad do.
Dad almost made me lose it today but it's not because he was at it nonstop it's because of the previous days where he barely stopped. He also found a way to talk against cops again, last night he saw something outside (a young woman running and a man driving a car behind her - she then in front of our house jumped into a pile of snow a few times then shivered almost dancing like and went in the car) and he decided today eventhough he does not think it was anything bad to go tell a cop at the station and he was told that nobody is missing and that it was probably nothing but in case to call them if something else happens, he came home saying that and then laughing at the cop and calling them all idiots.
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