Every person you meet and have any interaction with is like sandpaper designed to polish the diamond that you already are.
We all start out as marbles and the ones who cut the fiercest give us the greatest awakening to that which is within.
There is only One Self and all others are simply a facet of that self.
However, there are races and offspring who are not of the seed of that which is Good.
Electromagnetically speaking we are all attached to the sewer of the foul actions and reactions of all that is negative and deceitful that has ever transpired upon this planet.
I, personally had to entirely withdraw into a little hamlet with Connie and divorce myself entirely from the outside world.
After my parents passed, the left a small business in a trust to take care of our basic needs.
We spend all day and all night within home, and grumble when we have to go anywhere !
Like you, I have always been provided for by ' The Universe '.
All I do all day and night is smoke cigarettes drink coffee and ' think '.
That's all I ever wanted to do, and The Universe has provided.
However, in my youth, in my search for God, I have swung my fist in the air and said, " Prove to me that you are more powerful than money " !
And, Him/Her/It has bountifully !!!
So, although modern society may consider me a non-productive person, I sleep when I want, eat when I want and go nowhere.
However, I do know a little about the occult or that ' which is hidden ' history of this planet by direct experience and reading the works of Theosophy and Edna and Guy Ballard and Sister Aimee and Mark and Elizabeth Clare Prophet and " A Dweller on Two Planets " by Phylos the Tibetan.
Once you see and know and understand that The Self is actually God and Goddess then you become public enemy #1 to the 12 Oligarch Families who rule this planet.
I'm no longer a threat to them for I have given up my mystical practices for a life of 'peace as the world gives'.
Ever have dreams that you could physically fly on your own with or without an apparatus?
Well, that's a soul memory.
At one point in our antediluvian or pre-flood history we all had these abilities.
Jesus Christ himself was The Emperor of Atlantis and that civilization lasted 5000 years !
If you watch an advert on TV or now even the internet closely, you will notice a flash of white light on occasion. Within this flash is dark and foul images are implanted in your subconscious mind.
Those who are able to perceive these messages are labeled schizophrenic.
I have been in and out of psychiatric hospitals all my life and incarcerated by my own brothers on several occasions.
I take psychotropic drugs daily.
A lot has been learned by WWI and WWII of how to control and subdue the human animal.
Ever notice how bi-polar depression has gone up 4000% since 2000?
Souls are trying to birth a permanent Golden Age civilization , but their is great opposition !!
How's that for a world view?
-- Burt B.