Where do I start?! Okie, i didn't get any serious injuries like bleeding, wounds or obvious bruises on me after this son of the [censored] (my so-called [censored] boyfriend) hit me. I must say, he is very clever, eveytime, he slapped me with full force, choked me, kicked me,dragged me out of the room and threaten me that he hasn't use full force.
We are both international students in Australia. Our friends around like him a lot because he is always the social person among the peeps. The thing they dont know is that he is such a short tempered, emotional and self-centered person. And of course, he is also a violent person too. Everytime after he abused me, he will so-called 'make it up' to me like bring me to dine out, buy me something and kept telling he loves me...
I wanted to move out, but I have nowhere to go, I have no enough money, I tried to tell the friends and asked for help, no one believe me because he is always soo nice to me in front of people.
I hate him, I hate everything around him and I am moving out this friday. I do not care where to go but I just do not want to be with him.
I just want to let everyone elso know what a jerk he is; I just want to 'scratch' off his fake mask; I just want a fair and just result. I want to let people know what is going on and not let them sympathy me or feel bad about me. I want them to know THIS JERK has been playing well to be THEIR FRIEND all this time!!!
I cannot forget nor forgive what he had done to me. I tried so many times, it failed! I hate the fact that he has not learnt any lessons and still being what he is now! I dont what I am going to now. So lost....