Hi Arialta,
I have never had suicidal thoughts about the way I look, however, I do look in the mirror sometimes and think I'm not pretty anymore - I'm 54 so age is only my factor.
Nevertheless I get comments at work by coworkers and customers and they all say the same thing - "Hi, pretty lady!"
Other people see you differently than you see yourself. So I go with it - it makes me feel good! Your personality is what makes you beautiful.
