Thank You Patricia

I have a computer tablet reading out loud to me, "Practical Mysticism" in perfect quiet with the cats sleeping.
I could not have that with children.
As a youngster all I wanted was God, God, God !!
Oh, My Goodness what terrible prices I had to pay to expand my own heart !
Now I live in a private nature sanctuary where my thoughts and ideas and love of my heart can expand, expand, and expand to embrace all hurt and pain, yet soothe it with an everlasting love.
Yea, the destitution, violence, and pennilessness would have not done children well.
I'm sick, yet full.
Empty but fulfilled... if that makes any sense.