It was high again today and again because of my parents. They are slowly driving me insane and they both happy about it.
On 22:45 there's a movie playing on Super Channel with Michael Fassbender that I haven't seen before and I'll watch it. If I end up hating the movie (X-Men: First Class) at least I would of seen Fassy.
On September 30 my parents will go see an old neighbor of ours and they will come back on October 4, I tried getting them to go longer (im paying for their gas...its cheaper than me renting something for a vacation) but they won't eventhough they too want a break (for me its a break from them and them its a break from this place).
Today was better. They did get to me but I was able to calm myself shortly every of those times. I was getting worried because the past few days my stress was so high that I thought I was going to lose it for real!
Except for a while this morning and for two to three hours tonight my stress was low. Tonight I will take my first of the ten ativan, hopefully it will help me get a good night sleep and most of all it will help me wake up relaxed and stay relaxed tomorrow.