Lori, Ian, Nancy,
Thanks, really
My first thoughts were to try and clear with my own energy. Shortly after those bug photos on the environment thread happened. Thats an entirely different story.
I have a strong energy and I agree Lori, fear really, isn't
only a lower energy, but can actually become a portal or widen, basically. It's hard to explain in detail, here.
When I confronted the fear in my last house, things stirred up a bit more at first, but then subsided. I also want to clarify, there was only one bulb that broke/shattered, a torch lamp. Nothing like the horror movies. But it was the timing of one thing after another that night and early AM that really caught my attention.
This place, I'm currently in...it's just bad all the way around! Really bad. Almost like a cess-pool (if that's a word).
I dug in a little deeper. It's like the stepford wives or something, lol. If you ask, you just get people that look at eachother, raising eyebrows, but not in the sense I'm wierd, just,
don't talk about it kind of look. Seriously considering calling Stephen King...
There's been 3 deaths, 2 divorces and a death that wasn't able to be looked into. The wife skipped town shortly after.
Across the lake, you have to understand you can't see anything out here. But our water-heater shorted out and we had to have it serviced. I try to avoid people, lol...it's a safety precaution, but this guy managed to corner me and said..."You lived here long?" Told him about 6 months. He said, then you heard about the death out here. Without thinking almost automatically, I pointed across the lake and said...gun shot...Right?
He backed out of the walkway about like the lady a few lots over did when I pointed to where she lived. Nothing had been published about that death.
Her name is Emily. They listed it as a suicide...it wasn't. I'm certain of it.