Hi Nikkirae,
I don't know how to say what I'm about to without just jumping into this, normally I take a very different approach, but it's kind of like that game, "The Game of Life."
Since children are involved and now a mother and all of you are kind of in a parana's tank with just the type of bait that particular fish feeds on, you need to do something about the decision you've made getting closer to this particular pond.
One of the first things people do during the holidays is reminisce. I do understand wanting family around too. Holidays and abuse, it's like putting yourself in that parana tank with a fish that hasn't eaten for a week or two, everything is heightened.
First you need to get down to the police station and explain what's going on, where you lived and where you're at now, the history and your concerns and get a card of someone you should call if this guy shows up. You may or may not be able to get an order of protection. Depends if you filed in the past, called the police in that area when you lived there, etc.
Next you need to get a hold of an abuse support group. They will have the latest connections and protocal.
Finally, you probably guess it, but you'll need to tell your mother's neighbors what's going on or at least some of them so if you and the family that's living with you become in danger and can not make a 911 call yourself, they can. Have a signal or something like a candle in a side window.
I would also stay away from your abusers family. You're just going to egg this guy on in some backwards way. Whatever your reasons were phoning them in the first place, regardless, word you must know, will get back that you're in town. When that happens, it's now something in the back of his mind for whenever the time is right for him to act on it if that's what he's set his mind to do.
You may not be able to do anything to prevent this guy from showing up but you can take responsibilty for involving your mom and now the kids being closer to this guy. The sooner the better.
Final tip...have not one but a few cell phones placed around the house with 911 on SPEED DIAL! Make certain they're charged at all times! Get some pepper spray or whatever legal items you're allowed in your area and have an escape plan for your kids!!! Toss them out a window and calmly make a game out of it so they know what neighbor's house to go to, etc. PRACTICE, PRACTICE, PRACTICE, this routine, like a fire drill and try to make it lite for the children, so they aren't terrified for the rest of their lives as you're feeling.
It doesn't sound like you have a lot of time and I truly do hope the best for you and your family. Don't wait till it's too late.
Last edited by Elleise - Clairvoyance; 12/02/11 12:56 PM.