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#722037 10/27/11 07:31 PM
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My experiences with entities started when I was 8 years old. I woke up at midnight and saw a transparent lady wearing a white gown and a veil. I couldn't see her face. I was so terrified and I thought she was going to kill me. I told my mother about it the next day, and she didn't believe me. Growing up I saw different things like a smoky hand coming from the ceiling or dark gray smoke coming from the ceiling but going towards the ground. I also experienced a smoky demon with red eyes and claws sucking the air out of me while I was half asleep half awake. I've seen shadow people and sometimes heard my name being called. Growing up, my mom had called me a liar and never believed me. I grew up feeling like I was weird and different. When I was a child, I dreamed of a house that I've never seen before. The next day, I went with my dad to his client's house and that was the exact house I saw in my dream. I am also a lucid dreamer. One night in college, I heard the sound of a crumpling plastic bag in the garbage next to where I was sleeping. I thought it was the cleaning lady until I realized that my I locked the bedroom last night. I knew it was a spirit so I made myself go into a state of mind like I was half asleep. There was a lady kneeling next to my bed. I asked her If she wants to tell me anything. She started talking but it sounded like she was under water and I didn't understand what she said. Then she got up and floated to the window. I also had an entity like a black figure with a hood like the grim reaper terrorized me while living in my bf's apartment 10 years ago. It was blacker than the darkest black and I felt that it was evil. It would stand next to my bed when I sleep. One time, it went under the covers with me. It will pop out next to me then disappear when I turn to look at it. It opens the door and turns off the cd player. I can sense it when it is present even though I couldn't physically see it at times. I had so many more weird experiences. Last year, I moved to Houston and I joined a psychic circle. I learned tarot and learned reiki. My mom started believing in what I do. Just then, my mom admitted to me that my grandma who passed away when I was 2, can see and talk to spirits and was also a healer. She also read tarot cards. I felt that my mom was ashamed of this, that's why she kept it a secret and called me a liar while I was growing up. I am now 31 years old. I want to help other people if I have the gift. I have no control about this. I just can't see spirits at will. It just happens sometimes. I would like to become a medium in order to help other people like my grandma did. I live in a northern suburb of Chicago. I would love to have a mentor or a friend who can guide me and help me improve in this. Thank you.

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Mysticcrystal,

I do not have any experience in the field you speak of, but I'm sure others here will be able to help you.

I just wanted to let you know I have read your words with great interest and I wish you well.

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Thank you onealone. :)

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Hi Mysticcrystal,

IYou may have a few things going on.

People who are sensitive have a "zone" open (I feel lies within the brain).

It's not the work for the weary and I stress that whenever I work with people.

I seemed to have been born with this - I'm talking since like 8 yrs. or so of age if not younger. I didn't read a lot of books on the matter and some of this stuff scared the (censored) out of me! Still does sometimes, but I have more control over it now.

This "Zone" I speak of is like an open not normally developed on this plane/available to the extent some people have it.

When we die, we don't cease to exist or go straight to a heavenly place and that's it. Our energy/Souls go on.

When we pass, however, we leave the physical realm of expression and continue consciously.

Our personalities carry over as well and for people who have the ability to "see" their messages are presented or manifested in a way they project.

If you like you can take a look at some of the links below. I do offer one on one workshops/development meetings.

You may also find a good deal of support here in the forums. smile


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Thank you for your response Elleise. Weird stuff has been happening to me for these past few days. 3 days ago, I just felt compelled to read about mediumship and to ask for help on how to develop it. While I was doing my research, I felt in myself that I am finally ready for this and I have a calling to do this. Lo and behold! That same night, I was half asleep half awake and I saw about 20 transparent white and gray figures just passing from my bedroom door to the foot of my bed. I was like. whoa!!! I'm so not ready for this. And I was trying to literally blow them away, because I don't want them near me. My husband got freaked out because I started to make scary noises like a ghost. It was so funny, he threatened to leave the room and sleep with the kids. He said, I just wouldnt stop. I keep drifting back to sleep and the figures just continue passing next to my bed and the event just wont stop. I got terrified, I slept with the kids. :) The next day, my sister in law came over to tell me that her brother and his girlfriend are coming over and they would like for me to read their cards. I said ok, but I will shower first. While I was taking a shower, I felt something watching me. From the stuff I learned from reading forums before. I yelled, " I'm taking my shower. This is my space. This is not the time and place to contact me. Please leave and I will talk to you later." I was thinking, am i imagining this? It's so weird. Before going next door to my sister in law. I went to my bedroom to ground myself, cast a protective bubble to the whole block of our street and asked my guardian angels and spirit guides to help me cleanse my cards, along with reiki, and help with my readings, so I may help these people who wants a reading. Then all of a sudden, I thought about my dead grandma. I asked my guardian angels to call her because I want to ask her something. I've never used tarot to contact a spirit before. For me, the message was, my ability is in it's young stage or it has started when I was a child. I do have something that is related to helping communicate with spirits and the third eye. Once it jumpstarts, it will happen and develop quickly. I said thank you to my grandma and ask the spirit guides to take her back to heaven and thank you. Then suddenly, I felt an older woman's presence. I got something like a mother figure who is somewhat related to the girlfriend of my sis in law's brother. Then all of a sudden, my heart started beating hard and fast. I felt as though this was from the spirit. Take note that I haven't met the brother and the gf before. I thought that was weird. I made a mental note to ask her about it later.We had dinner at my sis in law's place. I read their cards. Then the gf, asked me if it is possible that her mom's bestfriend who passed recently is around her. That made me think of the spirit I felt earlier. I was awestruck at the coincidence. I asked her if this lady was like a mother-figure to her, and she said yes. They were very close and sometimes she hears her talking to her and sometimes her laughter. I used my tarot to give her a message. But the message was for the lady's children. I think the spirit knew somehow that this girl and I are going to cross paths and she was used as a bridge to send a message to her children. It was more complcated than this, but I wont go on the details of the reading. But after giving the reading, I felt so happy that I was going to help this lady's family and at the same time, I felt this responsibility that comes with this. I realized that I will affect a grieving family and I have to be careful of what I say. I told them that this is the very first time I've helped a message be told by a spirit. It was a happy and powerful experience. I hope I can be sure that I didnt imagine this. I really want to help other people. Thank you for reading.

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Hi Mysticcrystal..

You've come to the right place with Elliese to provide some guidance. There is no such thing as coincidence!

I always used to think - "Oh it's my imagination" but it's more than that obviously.

Your posts are intense!

Just wanted to add that about 20 years ago there was a period of time when I used to sense/see these beings of light, pure white energy, hovering around me when I was going to sleep. I was frightened and used to hide my head under the covers! I guess the time was not right.

I also believe that the development of powers is a process and involves many aspects, as Deb from Animal Life stated on the Psychic Vampire post:

"1. Avoid overt drainers. These are people who are negative at their core. Negative energy leaches quickly. The problem with the negatively charged is they do not stop the leaching process. You need to learn to command yourself to remove yourself from a situation. They will not release you.

2. A healthy diet is necessary for energy rejuvenation.

3. Effective meditation is paramount. It is important to feel connected to the elements of the planet.

4. Gentle pampering and refocus time. This is as simple as uninterrupted bath time. Light candles of a particular color that carries meaning and listen to music that makes your skin tingle. I cannot be more specific than that, as it varies for each person. Once you are relaxed assess the gains and consequences of your encounter. If you find there are more consequences than gains that is your body telling you that further effort will not bear productive results. Some continue on regardless - but there is a heavy price for that choice."

Good luck on your journey of exploration. I wish you blessings.

Blessed Be.

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Brilliant post Anna!

I'm really blessed/lucky to have the opportunity to see SO many intuitive people finally just coming out and spilling the beans/goods!

You're exactly right. It is absolutely a process...IF you really do want to develop sensitivities, that all of us have, but to an extent you're actually operating more so out of them, than basic senses (what you see, is told to you, what you physically feel, etc).

I'd go as far to say that within the developmental process, it's a bit - quite literally actually like that of an onion.

No matter what stage a person is in...if they get stuck, I can pretty much tell you why exactly that is.

They're barriers basically. Once you're aware of what it is that's holding you up and you still want to pursue this avenue, you're good to go until the next layer comes to the surface.

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Great anology about the onion and the layers of skin, Elleise!

How can one become more aware of what obstacle is impeding progress and causing that stuck feeling you mention, akin to a type of limbo -- not here, not there, foggy?

Thanks!

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Holidays can be stressful for people and for the sensitive, I think there's a little something extra there. You have the physical scheduling but you feel everything people carry with them on the inside as well...

For general barriers, though, if you're wanting to increase your perception, fine-tune your abilities, etc., when I'm working with someone, the first place we start is a "feeling."

So, say when a client isn't having an episode where they're picking something up from a person or situation, just free-ballin, basically...

When you think TOOyour abilities, what is the first thing that comes to mind?

For me, back in my teens, the first thing that came to me was resentment and believe it or not, defiance and anger with God for making me this way.

For someone else, it could be fear, anxiety, general overwhelming. It just depends.


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