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[font:Times New Roman]Have been journaling & also will started cranial sacral therapy Tuesday for 6 - 8 weeks. Want to do this in few words as possible, here is what is going on: problems with lights flickering, first in my bathroom. Thought the cause was the motion detector mal functoning. They switched the switch back to the "normal" switch. My hands are getting better, did not need the motion detector any longer. That stopped the flickering. Then my overhead light in my room started flickering and making this annoying "ticking" sound. At one point I remember thinking over a month ago, it's like a sign of going to blow, meaning me inside, emotionally. Friday morning I had a incident with my aid, I did not start my shower cause I thought I would wait till she got here that way she would be able to help me dress. It was getting very late,and I started to panic and was "crazy inside for a moment. The light started again and it made me focus, claim my peace and I was calm and just had a inner feeling of all is well. The light stopped. I was very peaceful unlike the past. Anyway remai I took my shower, got dressed and focused on remaining peaceful and balance. When she did not show I was determined to maintain balance and not have a "meltdown." (I have been reading "12 wild swans" she explains how to get rid of bad energy and claim healing energy.) After refocusing, I noticed the overhead light stopped the flickering, My aid finally showed, and I mentioned to her that it was brighter, and someone must have replaced the bulb. She agreed. My aid left and I started thinking negatively and guess what? as I started to get emotional and was feeling "stormy" inside and the light started again! Of course caught my attention and immediately I focused on becoming peaceful and took control and claimed my peace. The light stopped. I have the light on since I returned and it has not "flickered." Only change is inside me..... This experience has changed me! I have been keeping the light on just in case I need a reminder to calm down. For now it is my "internal monitor". Being back in college is stressful enough besides doing it all from a wheelchair. Important thing is I am doing it, I know. Thank you so very much, I am looking foward to hearing from you, Shelly What the heck is going on? Has anyone experienced this? [/font]

Wow, i would definitely take that as a sign from....someone??? I have no insight into this experience as I have never experienced anything like you have.

I found your post very interesting and it reminded me of how there is research in regards to the connection between kids & teenagers in regards to "poltergeist" activity. The theory is that kids involved are the cause of the activity. It has something to do with how their subconscious and emotions are wielding telekinetic power that their contentious self is not aware of. [url]http://paranormal.about.com/od/telekinesispsychokinesis/a/aa031703.htm[/url] I thought you might find it helpful to know that other people have had similar experiences.

I've had an experince like this myself. Its very life changing, for me it was in a good way. I hope by now you found out what happened, wether it was a sign from "someone" or you simply have awesome timing.

This stuff happens to me all the time. Sometimes it can get annoying especially when I am on the computer and it starts to flicker or shut down on me. I have had it looked at since I get an error saying it has had an unexpected shut down and nothing has been found to cause this. Lights, the t.v. radio always flicker when I walk by or in a room. Cabinet doors sound like they are shutting, dishes knocking over and yet they are still stacked when I check. Pictures will be moved on the walls when no one has touched them. I just go over and fix it. I have noticed when things like this happen I need to meditate as I have someone here to give me a message. Once I meditate it stops for a while. Sometimes I just need time for myself and the meditation is what I need. Don't be scared of this, if the light flickering is what you need to calm yourself then use it.

Thank you for your replys, I have learned to use these experiences to my advantage. It no longer scares me and honestly when it happens or when I think about past experiences it reminds me I am not alone and its nice:) Since last year some things have appeared and then disapearred and a first it scared me to death. I was confused and afraid but I have learned to appreciate them!! I am so grateful for this web site & all of you! I am enjoying the magical feeling I have in my life today and my only wish I could give back all that I have been given! Thanks!

I too have experienced this. It's a wonderful, gentle reminder to stop and take inventory of whether or not I am caring for myself. It also reminds me to look at the situation for the lesson at hand.

I am so happy you see that this is a blessing. The journey is amazing, isn't it?