I went through both, turning negative into positive and wanting not to continue, hadn't a reason to.
I'm older so I was around before dyslexia was even in the dictionary. I also was sensitive or empathetic. So where once upon a time man use to rely on their senses, I was consumed by them.
At the time I felt, freak of nature and dealt with that. Trying to build something for myself, I ran up against barrier after barrier.
I found nature and animals, water - like lakes and oceans that helped. Fitting in? Not too much, conforming and all.
But I did find a comment in a movie that I use to this day,
"Small steps Ellie."
I still see everything backwards, life isn't any easier and I'm still senitive beyond belief, but my small steps, regardless of the support I do or dont have, around me, do network me with exactly where I need to be.