I found a lot in common with Happy One. To some people, a decision of not having kids doesn't always come from many options. To me, it seems to be only best option for me at this point. I divorced after a few years of my first marriage. We didn't have kids simply because we both were just too busy working 16 hours a day. It was impossible to take care of a baby even with full-time nanny - as we both travelled too often and stayed at office too long. Maybe some people may call that selfish, but they would call me selfish again if I arrange a full-time nanny with my baby and I go abroad for business.
After the divorce, I got married with my current husband when I was 40. He was 48. We tried everything including ivf, which didn't work. Now, to us, at our age, not having a child may be blessed in a way - We may not be healthy enough to support our kids long enough.. We'll be in our 60's and 70's by the time my kid goes to college - if we have one now.
I don't get too depressed or stressed by not having kids at all, and I don't really have any jealousy toward those who have one. I think my age really helped me to be less desparate about baby. Otherwise, I would probably be pretty anxious.
Well, I enjoy my life without kids quite well, but sometimes, there are a couple of things that hurt me and my husband a little. After we moved into a new neighborhood, it has been just so difficult to make friends. It seems at our age, most socializing activities are centered around children. My husband seems ok as he still works and have many friends at work. I lost my job around the time I divorced and still stay at home. I didn't know it would be this hard for a homemaker w/o kids to make friends. So I joined a bible study at church, then the group members with kids started to pick on me for not having kids - kindly referring to quotes from the bible. Well, maybe I didn't handle the situation well, but every time I went to the meeting, it was repeated that I, for the first time in my life, was really hurt and stressed for having no kids. That meeting really made me realize the fact 'I have no kids' so clearly.
Well, I think it would be nice more people can be a little more considerate before they start preaching on having kids, and I hope to make more friends this area. I probably need to join local classes or volunteer opportunities as the editor suggested. :)
Last edited by cat70; 08/24/10 12:47 PM.