She was firts my instructor in Sociology, and am the reason I am in college now. She has been a blessing. I started counseling with her after I was no longer in her class. She is also an intutitive and practices wicca. She knows my history~She knows and even was the one who identified I was struggling with my sexuality. Long story short~ I have fallen in love with her.
And with her abilities~her gift, she has to know. But I still don't know if I should bring the topic up.She knows my history~
When I told her "I don't trust myself when it comes to relationships, she said "I know".
I am really struggling here. The next time I get invoved I want it to be because it is suppose to be. She shared with me years ago she had to quit her job cause they did not approve of "who she chose to love for 9 years" This was only after I said I was concerned about my church~ if they new they would not accept me. her resp. was "then u will find another one &
I am scared cause I respect her and do not want to risk not being able to see her even if I am to continue as is. Just to keep on denying my feelings.
One more thing~ She knew I was questioning the whole god thing and wanbted to discuss that along with my abilities, wanted to discuss with her what the meaning of my dreams were. She said she could not comment on that. She did reccomend that i call a friend of heres (4 a reading) I did and asked her about relationships for me, what's it look like... She told me "she is right in your lap"
Tonight I emailed her asking if she would see me from an intutitive standpoint so she hopefully would be allowed to share what she thinks.
ok, thanks so much for listening!
