There are relationships when you don't talk but you know someone loves you. I think we are in love, maybe he acted strange that time but now he is totally into me and I can see that. He ignored me in vacations cos he probably was trying to cut himself off emotionally but he could not and he is back. Now lets see what happens in next vacations , its a test of time. As of now, we keep in touch every hr and he takes care of what I am doing and where I am. He never says he loves me but I can feel in his eyes, I never said that too but he can feel in mine, now I didnt talk to him anything about the commitment issues. Not because I am afarid but because I know the situation he is in. His career is far from settled , he needs time. He is loyal and caring, I am giving him time. It may be a mistake but love is worth it. I am ready to bear it. Somehow I am too caring a person, somehow this thing needs time.