Last night i saw that i was hungry ( yes yes i do that a lot and i am not on a diet ). I found a crepe, a French sweet on the go. This particular had chocolate (like the on we spread on bred) and bananas in it. Well it's taste varied from not at all to bitter. After that i found my self in a non existent street. There was fog there and a very strong & cold breeze -not wind. I hear someone approaching. The fog parts and i see my surroundings : I am in grove and my grandfather is there too. That would be my dead, orthodox priest, grandfather. I tell him not to worry, that i am going to start a fire to warm ourselves.I am in full knowledge of his state, i mean him being dead, i always do when i see him or other grandmothers who have also passed away. Anyway i find some logs, i gather leafs & sticks and i start the fire using a lighter. The fire starts, i can feel its warmth but there is no flame....
To begin with i am not on a diet, i eat regularly and do not have eating problems -a small bulimia that i keep under control maybe. I do not use lighters.
Yesterday i contacted a company with a business proposition and i wait for a reply from them. It is more of an idea that i had been working on about one of their products, and now i wait for their answer.
My other concern is of a more personal nature. I desperately try to see if there is any real chance to get closer to the woman i love. Although i think the answer is negative she gives me reason to keep hoping, from time to time. I just feel that i am somewhere close to "buddy", but in a way that it means "yes i hear what you have to say, i do not ignore you, i just keep you in a distance". Maybe she has realized how i feel and reacts this way so that we may both be spared a "confrontation of my feelings".
This morning i also received a phone call from my father -that would be the son of my grandfather from the dream. He wants to recruit me in his business, something that i don't find appealing.
That would probably be all. So any ideas girls of what i am trying to tell myself or the cosmos wants to tell me ?
