sorry to hear of your loss. It is a terrible tragedy to lose a child. You have our prayers & thoughts if that's any consolation. It is heartbreaking and a very personal experience.
I also had a miscarriage just 10 days ago, but on the 21st of Dec. It is so heartbreaking and such a sad experience. This has been my 4th and it still is hard.
If you can find any friends that are good listeners, maybe try a girlie night out and don't give yourself a hard time for being so sad. It is perfectly normal, even if other people think its nothing to be sad about... Sometimes people (including us women who have miscarried), can say the silliest/most hurtful things
sending a hug your way