By the way.... (completely off-topic - I apologise....) What's happened to all the avatars.....? Can't see mine, can't see Susan's....
...and now, suddenly - I can - !!

Ah well, all's well that ends well....!
Silentspace, do you think you have enough here to help you in trying meditation in one way or another?
What do you plan to do, now?

Edit Note:
I put 'mewditation'... that's for cool cats....!