Alexandra,
If you ever doubt that your message can disturb me, please do not send. I am not in mental state to read anything disturbing.
Thanks.
My friend, I am completely aware of this, and am considerably concerned for your well-being. It is precisely for this reason I wanted to approach you.
However, the matter has been clarified, and there is no need to proceed further.
You know of my good feelings toward you, and we have spoken of this elsewhere, have we not?
with metta,
Alexandra