Nisha,
I have had enough of your taunts. you know very well that i am of your mother's age. you yourself told me that. I am surprised and shocked with your behavior. If I was that bad, why did you ask your husband Ganesh to get the seven books as gifr from me? I had to collect them with some effort. a man spent one day to get them. You know that.
If you keep asking a question everyday in your mails and if I tell you that I can not answer these questions because for understanding the answers you have to first do some spiritual pracise, why did you call that as an insult and then began taunting me on the forum? I showed you the right path. I told you to be patient and practice. One does not learn overnight. I also told you that most of the questions you are asking can not be answered. They have to be understood. They have to be experienced. But you called that as insult? I was amazed and shocked.
What are your life goals? I had asked you once. You never responded to that. Why? Is your life goal to know more about me? How does that help you? Why do you not care more for your family?
I have come to this forum for a purpose. That is to learn, discuss and try my bit if I can help anyone. I helped you for the same reason. But instead of acknowleding that, you have started a vicious campaign. Why?
Pl. let me be at peace on this forum. I have all your mails and personal messages saved. If anytime you call me hypocrite, or say that I insulted you,I will make them open. Let the forum members then judge who insulted who.
You are my daughters age. You have a small child. You suffer from depression. For you, the objective should be to take care of yourself. It is the first time, I am becoming personal on this forum. Please I pray, let me be at peace. please allow me to talk to other forum members at peace. Please do not bring me to a state where I have to reveal things I never want. Please leave me at peace.
all the forum members will think that I am a immature person because of what you are doing. Please do not do that.
CDM,
Now that you have done the greatesst thing in revaling oneself here in this forum, let me introduce myself.
tHIS IS ganesh, Nisha's Husband. All this while there wasent any need for my presence here. But now I do. Each and every mail on this is been shred by both of us and I very well know what you had written in the previous mail, which makes me eligible to respond and to add to that you had mentioned my name!.At a certain degree of your tunting, I had asked Nisha to avoid your mails, still you wanted her to reply to your mail and fight back. This time I thought I will put a few words to end it. When I spoke to u (only once), I had a feeling that you are following spirituality, and on the right trck. But sorry to say that what I had been thinking might be wrong (Based on your posts). I am one fellow who doesent get things free of cost. While you had insisted that you would give the books for free, I had to take it without choice. What you had said was quote "Its good to do favours one in a while". Now that this whole favour had turned in to a burden. pLease send me you adress, so that I can pay back, without any problms. That regarding the books.
Now comming to the posts, Mr. CD, please read your posts carefully once more. There is a distinct feeling of criticisms and the manner of your writting makes others feel inferior.Cd we are all god's beings. There is no need to show superiority towards anyone. We all try and share our wisdom, in the best manner as possible. But if you are insulting people, looking down at people, then the whole purpose of this forum is lost.
If I remember right, your whole face changed when Nisha has some qustions about your guru. Its very natural to have questions. And it is yourself to help her to give the best and the satisfying answer, rather than to taunt her in all the posts that she has put (alias Lordsaveme in news nd politics). In short, it is you who is taunting her in this forum. IF YOU CAN READ YOUR MAILS ONCE MORE, SHE HAD ALSO APOLOGIZED TO YOU,which you called as ingratitude.
CD, we havent asked you for anything, You were the one to aproach us to tell us about your Guru. While she had all the manners not to reveal who you are, U have done it inspite of all the tauntings.
Cd I am not a man of your age, but I think I have enough wisdom to tell you, not to be so harsh and rude, in what you write, and do not impose anything on anyone, which they may not be able to take!
Noe that alls said and done, we forgive and forget, what you had written.
By the way, she no longer suffering from depression. And I dont want her to start suffering anymore, because of your mails. So she is quitting this forum.
All the best and May God bless you.
Ganesh