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I would like a spirit guided reading to pursue this issue:
I am wondering why I have come back to this plane of existence again as it is filled with repetition. I should have made more progress but have forgotten my purpose and somehow am hindered in gaining to tools to move ahead to the next level. I feel like I am waiting as I acutely observe and attempt to duplicate others creations but fail in my own originality by a weighty sense. Its a feeling of almost punishment for having commited some overt act in the past and now must atone.

Hi there,

Yes, infact have started to jot down messages I am receiving. I fell asleep last night doing just that (smile)...

Are you in a position to afford an appt or email reading?

I am traveling now (self advertising) making 2-4 hr appearances in restaraunts. The economy has forced a resisted charge for services. However, I am discounting while I am traveling and would offer you the same if you are interested.

Hr. readings are $65.00. While I am traveling I am requesting $30 for 1/2 hr. $45 for a full hr.

Please let me know if this is suitable to your circumstances.

I will post a portion of what I received last night on the forum, so you can get an idea of what is coming through.

If you are interested in the rest I will email it to you or we can set a full appointment by paltalk for additional questions you may have on the information. You just need a microphone to interact or type if you do not have access to one.

I like using Paltalk it is free software and you save on phone charges. I am able to pass that savings along. I can send you the link if you decide you would like to go that route. ~0~

Best to you and in your service.

Elleise

Stop trying to "replicate" someone else and be the best you that God created. If what you are doing is leaving you uneasy, your body is telling you to run the other way. Open up the Bible and turn to God for help. Pick up a Rosary and ask the Blessed, ever Virgin, to guide you and pray for you. Peace to you

I don't feel any sense of punishment, rather a lack of self-confidence. As the last post suggested you need to stop trying to copy someone else & follow what is in your heart. Everyone must tread their own path. Ask your angels to send you inspiration & then listen & look- they will do it but you have to notice!

Hi there. If anyone around here hasn�t told you yet I am computer illiterate. I sent a couple of private messages, one from my profile and one from yours only to find it here. SoooOOOoo if you send me an email I can respond from my personal acct.: (ask@elleise.com)

I�ve a separate chat link outside of Bella as well if you are interested. I am unable to use the software here.

Here is a portion of the reading. The information seemed to focuss much with a past life more so than anything else. I believe it is establishing direction for the current conditions. You may find similarities from the past reflected in certain areas or decisions from your present�

Reading for Tobasco

When we look deeper into our current conditions, personally I fee there is a time when it can be helpful to take into consideration physical and spiritual circumstances as well as residual mannerisms, often seen as past life issues. My reason for saying this is that we can become so fixated contemplating our one-dimensional present facet we may find frustration to the point of exhaustion, depression or both. It is usually this point where we become physically and emotionally turned around yet facing almost exactly where it was we were unable to attune or resolve (the featured element may travel many lives over) last.

Though there may be a feeling of stagnation or punishment coming from the personality what is sensed moreover becomes a positive light energy. There is a sense as well of an observer/watcher over a crowd of peers at one period in a former life. A light gown as garment. It is sensed this personality is of high moral and values. They observe as light works during this time gradually took on movement in forms associated of political type power and maneuvers of questionable attribute. Though the entity is sensitive of these energies in understanding and participation this devout soul remains separate. During this time the entity was female, yet without children or husband � devoted to her work. This entity carried as fair skinned and hair representing to eye and self, balance woven and integrated reflecting in all aspect a completed cycle - body, mind, spirit.

The phrase �So as ye live within so shall be reflected out.� comes to mind.

The female caries of higher intelligence as well as certain precognitive natures. She is silent by nature in this period yet is sensitive to sending and receiving thoughts.


Where there becomes a sense of punishment, in all likelihood, this would not reflect the current issue of the personality. More over that of a graduated contract or attunement of an elevated nature is at stake....

***this is the first quarter. I've not gone too much into the present or future as a stronger sense of spiritual recovery in this period/almost sacrificing for the movement of the many..meaning I am sensing you are working in this time (modern day) to reaffirm and rekindle what has become forgotten, divinely, by many***

In your service,

Elleise
Clairvoyance editor
www.Elleise.com

Interesting, I have left you a private message, and thankyou.
I will validate the punishment feeling is not the issue, outwardly my life is charmed and well, but how to express this feeling or knowledge is difficult because of this language. It feels like well, I took a different road because I thought it would be nice for a change of scene, and it really is but after a while there weren't any new things, so now its getting later, and its about time to get to where I was going and there isn't a u-turn so I just keep going and going, darn it theres got to be a place ahead. Something like that. I get weary of knowing other feelings, I don't like their pain, and sometimes meeting naive people is refreshing compared to the over whelming ones who have this love/hate obsession with unwavering negative drama.
Thats why I not real fond of this ability. I also have powers to make things happen incredibly fast, sometimes not meaning to, I have to be so careful of my thoughts and words, alot harder to control then actions, because I know its me that can manipulate it and I don't want people to know that I can do this, it scares them, as well as myself.

You are certainly in good company.

I will check the PM after dinner tonight.

I am giving classes this summer and one of the classes deals with the bare facts of, "Do you really want to enhance these abilities?"

My immune system came early in life as I was born with this "flaring" I guess you'd call it. However, if I had not experienced this initially in childhood(separating if not dividing my parents) I am not certain I would seek it nor would I have the temperance to balance it of the physical world.

You feel when someone may become ill or fall prey to unwarranted circumstances, you sense "left over business" and try to interpret as best you can without knowing the "family business." There is always the ability to verbalize, however, each is of their own sensing themselves and free will (as it should be).
We can try though when asked or requesting intervention <img src="/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />

There are wonderful things as well to be seen and much in the way of balance. This is the good part and when there is a wave of such, it is sensed just as equally ~0~

In your service

Elleise
Elleise.com

Either way, if an individual is sincere, it will always work for the higher good.