I ahd a dream the other night where I went back to MA and was visiting my ex- bf (5 yr relat. now over 3yr)anyhow, when I got to his house I just went in, he was not there. I was staying there for a few days and I never saw him, I just assumed we were missing eachother. Anyhow, one day someone told me that he was dead. I could not believe this because I was staying at his home...but then when I got back to his home that he had not been there, his mail was on the counter and nothing ahd been moved.
Then all of a sudden he was there and we were again living with eachother. I was not comfortable, again, living with him but it was secure and stable. I do not remember anything else about the dream.
So, my take on this is that he and I are completely dead...but i have not heard from him since the beginning of February when he was supposed to come to see me. He never did when I tried to call him in March he never answered his phone...I called on his birthday and no answer. I asked a friend and she did not respond...so I am just assuming I have finally let go of him altogether. And that we are just over. forever this time.
