Kiddiekar,
Don't give up!! I know its tough, sometimes I wish I never found out and could eat and do what I want. Talk to your doctor, nurse and see what can be done.
From my experience you can always do something to reverse your medication. Weight loss, exercise, there are a lot of options out there. Don't give up!! There are a lot of egroups for diabetics and see if you can find a support group near you. Talking with others with your same problem may help and give you new ideas.
I'm always here.