Thank you, guys. :love:
And thanks for looking out for me, too!
I'm still walking a bit crooked, and get tired when I sit too long (other than in my recliner). Yet, walking/standing for too long wears me out, too. I get some numbness in my left thigh, sometimes, as well as numbness/itching on my glute muscles. I think I may have a pinched nerve or something, as well.
When I feel up to it, I plan on calling a group of back/sports medicine specialists in a neighboring state for a consult and MRI. Although I don't have any health insurance, I'd rather go to a specialist than pay a little less $ but risk a wrong diagnosis/poor treatment. (I live in a very rural area.)
I'll have Ron read your kind comments Mary and all. <img src="/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" /> He's a real sweetie. It was rough being without him yesterday (they're making him work 10 hour days this week), but what can ya do...
I homeschool my son, so that was weighing on my mind, too. Yes, yes Parthena...you're totally correct! The symbolism of the back came to me, too. I totally see the correlation of "no support"... I've had to go it alone much of my life with major difficulties such as taking care of my dying husband.
The Hay book speaks of anger associated with both kidney stones and lumbar stuff...so I'm wondering if I having some repressed anger going on (not that I like to admit that!) But I guess, like AA, you gotta admit you have a problem
first... <img src="/images/graemlins/laugh.gif" alt="" /> I also resent the ER doctor for not getting help from orderlies or something to help me out of bed. He just waited for me to rise up on my own strength...saying "It's not good management for me to just let you lie here..."

(despite the pain meds not working!) I had to do the same for the X ray and CAT scan table...and the pain was excruciating. I cried out in pain while they just watched me struggle... My husband tried to help, but he has a hernia, so he has to watch himself, too...
Well, I need to take care of myself (and I appreciate the reminders to do so!).
Thanks, Mary, for your kind words and encouragement. It's a blessing to know that my writing/presence blesses others and that I'm missed when not there. (Making a bed with one hand...ack! I haven't made a bed in years... <img src="/images/graemlins/laugh.gif" alt="" /> )
Love to you,