actually what it makes me think of is that i don t expect my friends to support me,but i hope for the truth,as dark as it can be and then i feel my spirituality enhanced. i wouldn t ask others to support me also because i d prefer them to support themselves and through this can support me. i don t believe that one that doesn t support me is my enemy. spirituality is alive,and as it is a circle of friends and as nature is cyclical,and as the wheel fortune goes up and down ,if my friends show this pattern then my spirituality is enhanced.i couldn t live with the one sidedness.a circle of friends is magical,and is just like a magic circle,where energies interact in a kind of safe place where nurturing also means being confronted to what you don t know so you can grow new leaves and nurturing can keep going like the eternal turn of the wheel.